Don’t worry. I’m not dead.
I completely forgot about this site.
I saw my last little writing was about how I fell into a depression and started to idealize suicide. That was a while back.
Did I die?
Yes. I died and now I’m writing this as a white bedsheet ghost with holes for eyes.
In all seriousness, I’m seeing a therapist and am taking mood stabilizers now.
Also, I’m trying to find ways to make more passive income, maybe find something I’m actually talented in that would actually make some sort of difference for my finances which would make a difference for keeping me alive and healthy and not bored to tears because I don’t have enough money to do and buy every little thing.