Consistency

If there's one thing I can say that I am without the abrasion of doubt at the back of my throat,

it's that I am consistent.

Consistently pessimistic.

About everything.

I reread these posts from time to time.

My thinking never strayed from their lines.

Am I not supposed to be better off now.

I still ask myself when the good times will come.

Do you think I will have the answer 5 years from now?