4th dimension at the door

driving through our

great american.

southwest desert

crossing invisible lines,

monotony,

mind bending,

redundant formations

of sun bleached eroded

eons aged rock

cliffs

mountains,

yellow burnt

slopes

jagged craigs

bleached bones

asphalt

white zippered

center dividing lines,

heavy

over ancient conestoga

wagon wheels

and flint arrowheads

smog,

purple mountains,

not so majesty

like pastel

paper mirages . . .

in the desert

i can't remember

my name . . .

. . . brain bending solar radiation

like light through a prism

scattered

but coming out

as

ultra violet light

on the stark white side

decomposing flesh

not just plastic

or synthetic dashboard

of vehicles

but

burning my retina,

fomenting a subtle headache,

provoking sinuses to

a nausea,

slithering in

uninvited

desiccation . . .

ozone,

you know,

the oxygen molecule

the one with with an extra atom

formed by our alpha centaurus

star,

making it

by burning gases

in the upper atmosphere

(google it, . . . the ozone)

yes,

caustic to the lungs

invisible damage

even with an inboard

below the seat air filter

on any desert highway

115 plus degrees farenhneit

even in the shade

concrete human minds,

everywhere

on this journey.

they are mind kind

though thoroughly different,

invisible,

like zombies

little connection

no talk

superficial humanoid existence

bleeding loneliness

starving for communication

seems a rock could offer more solace

never found a human i could

fully relate t,o

so,

therefore,

for sanity's sake,

i projected myself spiritually,

into the 4th dimension

as i am a 3 d entity

just like you

now i am able

to travel through,

the desert,

up,

down,

and sideways

with no hold on gravity

now,

i travel through time,

past present and future

all at once,

escaping the limitations of physics,

i am now free of heat,

skeletal pain

and misery,

prayer led

by the holy spirit

of God,

i am now ready

no other path is possible

to maintain my integrity and peace

i must stay in the 4th dimension

as long as possible

things don't last long

on planet earth

this side of his kingdom

. . . thy kingdom come . . .

i love God more than this dry

meaningless earth

unfulfillments lie at every portal . . .

peace

i crave,

life is fleeting . . .

i am striving to stay in the fourth dimension

it ain't easy,

i'm flesh weak, . . .

i know,

i reach for his hand,

thy will be done, . . .

up i look

to connect

to his downward reaching hand

to his heart

i wish to connect

on earth . . .

as it is in heaven