nothing lost

I wish it could be so

even minuscule bits

could be zap erased

gone from existence

they cannot be extinguished

clinging life scrapes floating

popping up in tsunami ebb

to grasp for attention focus

will not let me dream sleep

grocery shop music playing

sobbing moments of my life

in parsley background notes

nothing lost obliterated

no chance of an escape

everything remembered

carried cellularly forever