Mother

Hey guys so i haven’t written in a while nor posted so I hope you enjoy.

Yk it hurts all I've ever wanted was to be perfect, for YOU to see me, but I was never enough raised as the strong one who's careless and rude, who can’t get out of bed and clean “who can’t cook, wash clothes, clean her room”

“Lazy”

I was lazy, although you tore and tore down, limb from limb, trunk to roots, never enough, never clean…

“Messy”

Your hair isn’t put together, don’t you know the meaning of a brush, can’t you properly throw a piece of paper away, or do I have to beat you till your deathbed layeth waiting for you..

“Big”

Clothes never fit, always to small, never the right size 20 and a model while YOU at 18, standing 5’7, “a large” “hmm can’t quite put a finger on it, what's the word oh right” “BIG”.