Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I catch myself

drifting off into what could have been…

A childish daydream

and there you are,

Far off friends

Flirting through space and time

Was there something more

or just the distance to hide behind?

Letters of love or lust

Emotions so pure and raw

We fell fast

and then we fell hard

Time left us weary

And fate dropped the ball

I catch glimpses of your spirit

In the corners of my heart

I listen for your art

And smile as if you were here

I wonder what could have been,

But without you there would be no him