Salvatore

I stretched my hands in help

they took it

but,

they resented me when I was for good

I wondered if the abyss was real

I wanted

no, I needed to drown the likes of those that used me and never loved me

i needed love

but I got shamed

is it terrible? To want something I never desired up until this moment?

do I give in to hate?

to evil?

if I do, I’ll satisfy the voices craving depravity

my morals will be shattered

but who cares?

just me?

its a stretch but I’ve made my choices

I’ve cried on my sins

I’ve made peace with my resolutions

and you know what?

I rather be evil

bad choice

but I do it for the real me.