PTSD

Visions of souls and things that went wrong

Visions of past that eats me to the bone

I am stuck in the world of ghosts and “my fault”

I want to get out but I just dig more

Haunted by demons that rip me to shreds

“Bring on the storm”- I scream in my head

Starved of the sunlight I cling on to my meds

Just hold on tight as I bury myself in bed

Mr green doctor eases the pain

Shrooms seem to take it all away

Ambien keeps the nightmares alive

And here I go again on this crazy ride

Nightmares, monsters

Time to hide

Shakes and jitters

I’m out of my mind

Haunted by past

Can’t live my dreams

Haunted by my mind

Just set me free