Uninspired

What do you do when your life becomes uninspired?

Passion is a thing of the past, almost fantasy at this point

You have to listen to emotional music, read heart wrenching stories

Just to feel anything raw and substantial

Isn't this what you wanted?

Safety, security

A home?

So why does it feel like the flame that once burned so bright

Has been snuffed out...

You once told me you were worried because I didn't smile with my teeth

That smiling with my mouth closed wasn't genuine

Well, I haven't smiled with my teeth in years

And happiness seems to be a harder and harder choice I have to make

Each day

What do you do when life becomes uninspired?

Passion a thing of the past..

I don't know

But I feel like I can't do it for much longer

Without severe consequence