what would i do if get the option to choose.

i'd talk.

i'd talk my heart out, let it all out like a broken dam.

i'd drink, i'd dance, i'd shy if someone hit on me.

i'd smoke, i'd vape, i'd do what no one in this entire world has ever done before, again.

i'll clean the house.

i'd discuss future.

i'd learn the value of "what ifs"

at last, i'd write.

sober.