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Lately ive been having trouble understanding the reality around, but especially inside of me.

my thoughts either pass me by at light speed to which it becomes a waterfall of unintelligibleness that i dream of damming with my thumb.

or im surrounded by a haze of sticky reflections i must stumble through only to find that my hot breath has fogged up the glass.

i muster a modicum of lucidity only to have any order be shuffled and stirred into splats of cerebrum left to evaporate on the walls of my skull.