I Refuse!!!

I Refuse!!!

To accept certain facts

And eventually, move on

The world, in front or behind

Me now, that life never condones

Till death, from this life, and now I stand

Till forever more…forever now... I'm forever alone

Walking away from these bastards and hate

Once given…that they’ve always shown

Roses wilt in the eye of a storm,

They breath in life that love has lost;

Withered now, my soul to part this life

Like the soul of a flower left in the frost;

To oppose a thought that forever entombs

In the dying moment you forget the cost

To leave this world is a thought I've pondered

In the moments when my living reality gets tossed

If hell didn't await…what then

The voices try and trick me, they always misconstrue

They make me feel like life can't get any better

Like I'm only being molested or abused

You can twist my mind all you want

You can turn my hazel eyes a shade of blue

But I can say, I'm stronger than you thought,

Because I tell you now, I fefuse!!!