Insecure

Imagine all the things we could be if we weren’t controlled by insecurity:

Bolder. Braver.

More consistent. More driven.

More understanding. More forgiving. More loving.

I would take more pictures and post with less care.

I would be a better friend to myself,

and stand up for myself more often.

I would be less afraid to use my voice in its fullness.

I would be quicker to say, “I’m sorry, I’m learning, I’m growing”,

quicker to accept my flaws and failures,

quicker to forgive, quicker to extend grace,

and I would meet others just the same.

I wouldn’t let go of my dreams,

I’d cling until my palms were raw.

I would love more abundantly,

let my heart bear all.

Warmer. Softer. Lighter.

And more free than flowing air.