The biggest hole in my life..

was left by blood.

It has scarred me internally. Everlasting angst surrounding the word.

I‘ve been drowning in these ominous memories for decades.

Hate I carry that makes my veins bleed.

A love I’ve missed all my life is bound by barbed wires.

Chaos storms the bottom of my feet with every step.

The disgust I feel of myself in every mirror is a reminder I’m your image.

Therefore, I’ll always hate myself the same way I hate you.

S. L. Cline