Live or Die

Everything is slowing down

Grinding to a halt

It is all becoming clear

No one is at fault

I don't want to die like this

Razorblades & weed

I don't want to die like this

Laughing as I bleed

This life is just a waiting game

I've been forced to play

No one has been keeping score

The night becomes the day

I don't want to live like this

Always up & down

I don't want to live like this

Without a middle ground

I try not to let it get to me

I'm failing as we speak

My motivation's minimal

My memory is weak

I don't want to die like this

A manic movie star

I don't want to die like this

You know who you are

Time just keeps on ticking by

Every second's such a waste

I swallow every single word

Such an awful taste

I don't want to live like this

Cigarettes & sex

I don't want to live like this

Pills have side effects

Options seem to run away

Suggestions merely mask

Finding what I really need

An unrelenting task

I don't want to die like this

Hands around my throat

I don't want to die like this

My reason in a note

I don't want to die like this

Lost among the rest

I don't want to die like this

With a hollow chest

I don't want to live like this

This broken down machine

I don't want to live like this

My suicidal dream