Undone all over again

My mind goes back to the moment, the moment I looked into your eyes and saw an entire world of love and acceptance. All of it for me.

I had convinced myself for years it would be the hardest thing to admit. The darkest part of myself opened and bleeding. Yet, you met me in love. Like it was the easiest thing in the world.

Then you broke the promise. You abandoned me to my darkness. You made me feel crazy for every believing you.

I loved you. I still love you with every cell that makes up me.

Years and years have passed and you still haunt my dreams. Your kiss stuck in my mind. Here is a chance once more, after all of this time to let you in. To trust you all over again:

Yet, you’ve already broken the promise. I cannot trust you not to break it again.