ROCD

Was it a lie when I said I loved you

Or am I just in my head again?

I spend a lot of time in there

Thinking

Hoping

Worsening

You always knew how to drag me out

Get me back in the real world

So I’ll make a list

A litany of he loves me

He loves me nots

A pros a cons

I’ll take this emotion of love

And examine it under the microscope of logic

Maybe then I’ll truly know

Maybe then my head will let me sleep