A glimpse of your Presence

Could I ask you something?

You might take it as a silly question but I for once REALLY need to know...

Could I ever fall in love?

Could I ever fee the same intense passion you shared with me?

Could I ever have my world stop all together - and see how time

slowly passes by and feel my heartbeat increase as how your heart starts racing

when you catch a glimpse of me?

Could you teach me how to love?

Could you show mw how to feel the emotion only a few share and many seek?

Could you explain to me why, your blood piles up in your cheeks and makes a blush

so natural when you see me smile.

Would you let me borrow those emotions for just day?

A day where I could feel the love you have for me as my own

where I could learn how to love you

It is not that I love someone else

It is I do not know how to love

That emotion must have skipped a generation entirely, it must have leaped over me

and I did not notice

Everyone talks about this wonderful feeling and how much pain you are in once

love is taken away in a sudden moment

Could you explain to me what a heart break is and why I must stay clear from it?

Could you tell me why all of a sudden, I wish to see you more and more?

Your image has been running circles in my mind all day and it has not cared to stop

Why is it that all I want in this moment is to catch a sniff of you walking into this

room, so my world could freeze

Or why all of a sudden did I get caught up in my words that I stutter when trying to

talk to you

My cheeks flush red, and butterflies start flapping in my belly when I catch a

glimpse of your presence

I want to shy away from you when I hear you speak, Knowing that every word that

comes out of your precious lips are wise

I feel as my heart starts to pound louder and louder when some decides to give you

a compliment

Is it possible?

I have now shared the same feelings you have been feeling this whole time?

Is it possible?

That now I understand what love is

Am I the fool that wants to know how it would feel to love you for one day?

Indeed, I am, it has now become my reality and the thoughts won't cease, of you

and me together alone

It’s if every other care in the world has left; as if there wasn’t any poverty, world

hunger, crimes and wars

As if all the people in this planet perished and we were all alone

Every time I see you, I think of a million and one ways on how the to break the love

that I somehow conquered towards you

I have not loved anyone, yet,

I learned how to love you

I know it will only last a couple hours because when I wake up from this dream and

face reality, I will NOT love you anymore

You will continue to love me and I would not reciprocate it

It is highly impossible for a person like me to ever love someone

And for that is my

Curse

In this world

I DID NOT WANT TO BE PART OF THIS CURSE, YET I HAVE RECEIVED

IT

UNLIKE FAIRYTALES THIS ONE cannot be broken with TRUE LOVES KISS,

since I cannot Love

When I wake up from this beautiful dream, I must silently say goodbye

Without a warning, I must leave this world being the MONSTER that I thought

you would become if I ever learned how to LOVE

I have now become that monster

As you predicted I must RIP and DESTROY your heart into pieces for I

CANNOT love you

Like you love me

I AM DEAD INSIDE AND NOW I WILL BE ON THE OUTSIDE AS WELL SOON…

THIS IS MY GOODBYE

TO YOU

MY

LOVE,

THE

LOVE

I OF

LOVE MY

YOU LIFE