How a broken Heart Fades.... She Just Disappears

It was close to being

In heaven

Kind of woman that'll haunt you

Would you stay if she promised you heaven?

Time cast a spell on you...you won't forget me...

I know I could've loved you but you would not let me....

With a love that the winged

Angels of heaven

They coveted you and me

And you say... "I never thought you could

never could make it. we can never be"

you must not remember

you must have forgot

all we had,

we had no other thought

Than to love and be loved by me

We loved with a love

That was more than a love

Oh who is the beauty... who the beast

Would you die of grieving when I leave?

And I'll never leave.

Now here you go again

You say you want your freedom

Well, who am I to keep you?

And all your happy-ever-afters...

They didn't mean a thing

So I'm not gonna try at all

Soon you will be gone

Take your violet and blue mornings with you

I won't say it. won't ask you to stay.

Stay with me, stay

I won't say

I need you to love me, I need you today

But I’m hurting, darling

Do you understand

I’m hurting

darling

I wonder how many more hours

my heart will feel broken

In secret I say I need to see him

But no words are spoken

It's hard to think about what you've wanted

It's hard to think about what you've lost

In the stillness of remembering what you had...

And what you lost...

And what you had...

And what you lost

won't say

I need you darling

Yeah, I need you darling

Yes, I want you

love me

I want you

love me

He's a bad boy 'cause he doesn't even miss me

He's a bad boy for breaking my heart

I need you darling

take me to the start

now I'm all alone

and I'm back

Back to the gypsy that I was

To the gypsy... that I was

but I'll never be who I was

never be who I was again

if you ever want me back

just you try and catch me if you can

wish it didn't turn out this way

will you too....always remember our days?

A love is love and not fade away

Not fade away

I remember it all

Love was everywhere

You just had to fall

I want to free fall out into nothing

I want to leave this world for a while

you almost killed me with your lies

so tired of unburying the past

of our love that's dead. that's gone.

you were wicked

there's no more peace where the resting lies

Maybe the reason I say these things

Is to bring you back alive

Maybe I fought this long...

this hard

Just to make sure you survive

Just to make sure you survive

at least your memory will survive

You in the moonlight

With your sleepy eyes

Did you ever love a woman like me?

And you were right

When I walked into your house

I knew I'd never want to leave

that's when I fell

because sometimes

You just fall from grace

Sometimes

You just fall from grace

Been down one time

Been down two times

I'm never going back again

but sometimes you really just can't help it

when the landslide brings you down

the landslide will bring you down

when there's just no help for it

but to fall from grace

and worse...they won't let you help them help you to save face

heart aching...bleeding crystal tears

And the woman may be awestruck

And the woman may truly care

But the woman is so tired...

So the woman disappears...

not fade away

never fade

away

shes fought hard all these years

just to get through another day

never coming back again

shes free fallin

your gypsy

your beautiful beautiful beast

Shes just a beautiful person

With beautiful problems, yeah

Beautiful problems, God knows shes got them

But she's gotta try

Every day and night

but the woman is so tired

shes fought hard all these years

so the woman disappears.