Foreknowledge

I knew how this would conclude

yet I had expectation

I knew why I never truly granted one to love me

yet I decided you’d be the one

I knew I wasn’t deserving

yet neither were you

I knew I’d grieve you when I rouse up

yet you profess I didn’t exist

I knew we would terminate as strangers

yet I couldn't ever accept it

I knew I’d perpetually love you

yet you‘d turn away

I knew I was incapable of having someone to myself

yet you never wanted me anyway

I knew some would call me doolally

yet no one knew the things I’d do to have you back

I know I love you

Maybe someday you'll come back.