Feelings

Feelings.

Feelings coursing through my veins.

Dripping out of the cracks in my heart.

Fifty shades of blood red love.

Tearing at the seams.

My love was burning out

Slowly dying with the passion

Of things we used to feel.

Spit stains on you tongue.

Pink lipstick pressed to your cheeks.

Whiskey and wine drowning what

Little love your stone cold heart felt.

Cigarette scented clothes as I hugged you goodbye.

Little did I know.

That hug would be the last time

I ever felt your fake love.

Tears streaming down my face as I swore

I would never love you again.

I swore I'd never let you back in.

And as you stood on my front porch

In the pouring rain, begging for another chance.

I felt my heart give in to your crooked ways.

As you hugged me close again,

I told myself this was love.

And so I fell yet again.

And just like always, you were the one to trip me.

Caught in your Web of lies.

I stood from the fire and rose above you.

Finally. As courage filled my lungs

Like air, I screamed out every

Ounce of pain you ever threw at me.

As I turned away from you forever,

You let out one last sigh.

The only thing you were good for

Next to lying and drinking to forget me.