Luctor et Emergo

Here come the

restlessness

Here comes the

ache

Here comes the

urge

Along with a little

guilt and shame.

Always

in these days

in this

Life After

I fight

myself

the Master

Just my brain

think

and things

will change.

But there are

thoughts

hiding

behind thoughts

hiding

all the time

inside my mind

that is not really

mine.

Wrestling with

this host

to get out

from under me.

Can't help but

fight what is

fighting me.

and I've got

this wrong sense

that inhabits me,

rent free.