late night confession

Gods of construct 

Figures we materialize

Faux heroes of light

To save us from our darkness

I don't want to feel

Yet I drown in emotion

I don't believe them

I need someone to believe in 

Seeking safety 

From our own minds

Thoughts that churn 

Create our own demise 

What have I done

To deserve sorrow

Felt in every fiber 

Yet for problems mundane 

Is it selfish to wish 

Upon stars so high

To fix small problems 

For such big eyes

I am empty inside and 

The hole is filled with fire 

I am burning alive

All I ask for is water