Is it Right?

Is it right? I ask myself when I want to spend the night

Is It right? I ask myself this when I turn on the bedroom light

Is It right? That I think of someone else behind closed doors

Is it right? That I want them both next to me, and more-

Is it right? That I am selfish, and I want both of them

Is it right? That I keep this to myself, because I don’t want my marriage to end

Is it right? Can someone tell me?

for now I write this down-

sometimes it doesn’t feel right

Now In my own feelings I drown-

Is

It

right?

No!

so now….

I…..

scream