The many cycling seasons of my life

Happy.

Sad.

Happy.

Sad.

Hungry.

Full.

Hungry.

Full.

Not spicy at all.

...

Oh, now I'm starting to feel it...

AUUGHHH!!!

Too hot.

Too cold.

So close to being perfect...

Ugh, I messed it up.

Ahh...

Ahhh...

AHHHH!!!

...Oh, the sneeze is gone.

This will be fun!

I'm doing great.

Just a little more...

Ok, no more.

My nose itches.

My nose burns.

My nose is runny.

Sick.

School starts.

Burnout.

Winter/summer break.

Less burnt out.

Sprint.

Hold.

Push.

Final stretch.

Just five more minutes.

Just five more minutes.

Just five more minutes.

Oh shoot, it's been an hour

Energized.

Tired.

Fatigued.

Dormant.

Like.

Love.

Hate.

Alone.

I can't get better.

I hate myself.

Stop.

I can't stop.

Pretend it's fine.

It's not fine.

Everything is falling apart.

Tell nobody.

Tell nobody.

Tell nobody.

I need to tell somebody.

Anybody.

Please.

Even if they can't help.

I need to say something.

I need to scream into a pillow.

Something.

Anything.

...

...

But then it's fine again.

Check Prose.

Realize I haven't written anything in a while.

Write something.

Leave for an undisclosed period of time.