Drowning
I want to
Feel my self-control slipping away,
Myself falling and falling
And sighing
Into you
I want to
Hear my heartbeat against yours
Beating uncontrollably
And loudly
For you
I want to
See myself sinking into your eyes
You in my every corner
And seeking
For you
I want to
Breathe in your scent
My mind lost in that forest of flowers
And inhaling
Every inch of you
I want to feel myself drowning
Hear myself wanting
See myself losing
And smell myself dyed in your scent
Drowning
Into you
I want every part of me to be yours
And every part of you to be mine
Is that okay?
I want to seek you and find you
And hold you and never let you go
Is that okay?
I want to drown into your very being
Submerged in your very existence
And hold your hand and whisper,
“If I’m scattered amongst a field of flowers,
will you find me?”
“If I’m lost in a vast dark blue ocean,
will you dive for me?”
“If I want to see you, hold you, be with you,
will you let me?”
Because I will
For you