your toxic treat

it started slow, like any relationship does, you and me, taking a walk, at the time we thought nothing

no, you wouldn’t be a boy to push me tight against a wall

no, you wouldn’t keep me there and not let me go

no, that wasn’t you

we were just walking, and you were a sweet boy

darkness wouldn’t be casted upon us and my screams wouldn’t be silenced

no, that wasn’t you

i only tried to see the best, when everyone thought i was crazy

i said it was my fault, surely i could have done something

but everyone thought i was crazy

and as crazy as it seems, i miss you, because I know you were good

I know you didn’t mean how it all came out

all you ever wanted was to be loved

all you ever wanted was it to be right

but all you ever got was pain, hurt, rejection

i’m sorry

i know you mean well, but i can’t be your toxic treat anymore