I’m sorry

I wish I could stop myself

From saying all these things

But I just can't help it

Habits are hard to break

I feel as if I don't belong

And that is probably true

I yell a lot

And refuse to go

But that is only because

I hate the things we do

I don't know why

But nothing is fun with you

Maybe it's because

You've been here the whole time

I can't seem to change myself

Without you to question why

Everything we do

I'm bored out of my mind

With everybody else

I find a way to laugh

But you deflect my happiness

I will try to find joy

In that little world of yours