Slow pain

Slow pain

The reoccurring slow pain

As the hush whispers

Are spoken of your name

Fresh wounds never to heal

Was this all to real

Really real?

Oh the feelings played back

Memories so long forgotten

I can feel the sting

That is your love

Did I miss this?

Did I miss the pain?

I guess it would be fair

To call me strange

If the pain felt

Was badly missed

Unmasked the lies

Hidden behind

False walls

So easily I could have broken out

A self made prison

I am guilty

For loving the pain

Every time a silent whisper

Says your name