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I'm tired,

I always say it.

To the point where I don't know when I even am.

I'm tired,

but I can't sleep.

Cause the moment I lay down,

the weight of my thoughts overpower me.

I'm tired,

pass it off as a joke.

Cause I don't wanna worry those around me,

have them avoid me when they need me the most.

I'm tired,

but I don't wanna be put to rest.

Just not feel, not think.

But still be happy at best.

I'm tired,

I say it's insomnia,

but I know it's more than that.

I dont wanna admit it, I just know I can't.

I'm tired...just so tired of it all.

That even the happiest moments are only seconds all gone.