Walled

Stolen blood in my veins

too noble for my kind,

for what I am.

I long to scratch it out,

to punish myself for looking like him.

pine needles undergrowth moss dont think about it

They want me, everyone.

A tool, a weapon.

They want to tame me,

and hold me,

and choke me. 

blood in my mouth metallic tang fur in between teeth let it out let it out

Something's cold in my heart

and I try to hide to hide it.

I sit away from the fire

so they won't know,

I can't feel it.

weirwood trees leaves underfoot running cant find them 

Something changed.

Something changed a lot.

And no one cares.

No one looks close enough to see

I'm freezing. 

bodies in a clearing rotting unclean flesh

I'm the guard dog, the watchman,

sword in one hand,

lamp in the other. 

But a dog at least,

is allowed to be loved.

frosted skin curling up im not

Everyone I love, leaves. 

only i come back