The deep

bottom of the soul

feeling of utter loss

it is consuming and

full of hate

and guilt

shame

nothing on this

side of the void

has color

dark

black

empty of sound

the silence is overwhelming

deep and full of anger

and anxiety

why can't I hear anything

why does it feel

so pointless to even care

the dark sends the senses in

overdrive

i want to be touched

deep and long

bodies against

bodies

to feel needed

and wanted

Loved

Mmmm

touch me deep

fill me with your song

but don't leave me

asking for more