Big Things Coming Soon

For context, I was going to recite this for a post to my instagram. But it's kind of fitting that I never did and probably never will.

Yknow,

Sometimes I want to be that person

The "big things coming soon" person

As if to say I am important

As if you're all waiting to see what great things I am up to

Sometimes I want to be that person

Who tells stories from the heart

A short transmission, like breaking news

Straight into your tiny screen

Maybe I play some trendy song

To go along with these words I'm trying to speak

But really,

I know you guys don't care

All these followers that are following me

None of you really expect anything it seems

And that's great I suppose

But sometimes I crave the attention

I have lived vicariously through my own tiny little screen

But I want to make my own name now

Historically, as I'm sure you're unaware

I do my bi annual photo dump to remind you that I'm still alive

But aside from that

I'm just a person who's easily forgettable

I'm that person you might run into at the shops and think

Oh, wow, she's still here, just existing..

Just wasting her potential

So I suppose this - well this - is me saying

Yes, I am alive.

And yes I have been wasting time

But hopefully,

Yknow, just maybe

There'll be "big things coming soon"