Ode To My Son

My son grew in me for only 6 weeks

You saved my life and you didn’t even know it

You were a miracle that did not last but changed

Me for the better.

You let in a part of me I didn't know existed

You gave me hope for my future children.

You told me that you would see me again soon in the future

My son you broke me to pieces however healed me at the same time

I cried for over a year and mourned you more than you will ever know

Even with all the crying I was glad to have you in my life even for the short time

I was furious at the piece of shit man that took you from me

I did not want to do what I have to do

You saved me from your father

You are safe and will never have to deal with the man that sadly impregnated me

You saved not just yourself but your mother

I did what I had to do to make sure your spirit was safe

Since the day you left my body you gave me signs

You let me know I did the right thing

You let me know that you love me and will return to me soon.

I have seen signs when I am miserable, the sun will come out and shine over me

My son grew in me for only 6 weeks and changed my life for the better

Thank you my love, thank you for everything you have done for me