Only to know

if only he knew

how much his words effect people's heart,

would he still stop speaking again?

his words effect my heart

and his absence makes me devastated.

If only, my emotions were controlled,

oh! how i wished i stopped asking people

questioning and sending messages to revive my devastated heart,

only to find them going away from me.

my mind makes me feel bad but my heart's absence is due to him

even if it means to break my heart if he treats me with his absence

i would still yearn for his heartless heart which stole mine.