Over and Over

Reading our conversations

over and over

shouldn't be this fun.

Smiling at your words

over and over

shouldn't give me so much hope.

Planning future dates

over and over

shouldn't be so mesmerizing.

Thinking of the possibilities

over and over

shouldn't be so nice.

Over and over

and over again.

It shouldn't blow up in my face...

but it might.

I prepare myself

over and over

for the disappointment.