Trapped.

Blackness but not the night. Closeness but not my loved ones. Quiet but no peace. Time but no structure. Thoughts but not positive. Suffocate. Panic. No end in sight. Trapped. The light behind my eyes blinds me. The energy in my blood leaves me. Nothing is forever. It has to be. I must believe but I can't. There is no way out. There is nothing for me here. What's going on outside? I can't see. Am I alone? What will happen? I cannot see my future anymore. Where am I? Is there no end? No. No end to forever.