A Punk Rock Queen

She was a sassy little woman in the body of a teen

She was A-Town Wisconsin's finest of hardcore a genuine punk rock queen

When it came to a style of dress this little beauty sported the freshest clothes on the entire punk scene

She kept her cool plenty of times when she had every right to be mean

I was a smart ass backwoods good for nothin' skate punk

The only thing I had goin' for me was my spunk

Even if all the cheerleaders thought I was a far cry from a hunk

There were a whole lot of other teenage girls that didn't think I was bunk

I believe it was around 1986 in the fall of the year

Her beauty kicked my coolness into high gear

When I asked her to be my girl a man rose up inside squashin' all boyish fear

The first time I planted a kiss on her lips inwardly I did a little cheer

I was a dreamy spaced out sharp tongued 14 year old boy

To have this 15 year old hottie as my girl filled my heart with joy

The bond we created was something special with it we chose to never toy

We didn't put our love on parade about it we were a bit coy

I never pressured her to have sex respectin' her desire to at a later age lose her virginity

We never did more than kiss hopin' the number of times reached infinity

For each other we couldn't help at times to let go in a state of affinity

We felt our love was pure bringin' us closer to all that has to do with divinity

I cried hard after she told me her family had to up and move to the Windy City

After the move a deep depression hit makin' us both feel really shitty

Hate to say it but I even had some serious moments of pity

We kept the relationship going over the phone knowin' its future didn't look pretty

Her family eventually moved back to A-Town

Once again we engaged in a kiss that turned this boy into a clown

She was the make of a queen and on my head I wore a crown

We knew we were to young for our love so we split up but for each other stayed down

We kept our strong bond even though it was hard to see her kiss another punk

I began to develop an attitude that led to some actions that stunk

I slept with every girl I could and became a bit of a drunk

Every time my hearts dream found out about my latest lay her respect for me shrunk

I promised the little lady I would fined her again when I hit 18

She moved back to Chicago and for a few years she remained unseen

I dealt with tryin' to fill the void by becomin' a sex machine

Due to my actions while alone it was my own character I was out to demean

Now let me tell you a few things about this child of the underground

She had a real nice body drawin' all kinds of little boys onto her love bent battle ground

She had an older brother willin' to put any one of those little boys below ground

When it came to her older brothers ways of thinkin' we had some common ground

Even as a hardcore lip lockin' teen

She held her head high like a fair queen

She seldom sat before the mirror to preen

She was humble and down to earth even though she ruled the scene

In this damsels late teens tragedy hit cold and hard

Her older brother died and it was sad for everyone he was a truly unique card

He would tell the craziest of all stories like a gifted bard

If given the chance on the silver screen her older brother would have starred

I finally reached the age of 18 and I was all out witty

Some friends of mine and I jumped in my zephyr and headed off to my girls city

When we found my little lady love she wasn't surprised I had grown to look a little gritty

Her situation was worse than before I had all I could do to keep from feelin' any pity

A bottle or two of vodka a day backed by a wicked tongue were the ways of her mother

Her mom had a boy friend which one drank more one could never tother

Thievin' had become the ways of her little brother

Her concern and guidin' hand for her little sister was like no other

We spent sometime reflectin' back and about her present life little was shared

We took a ride to the lake while in her presence I felt insecure and scared

Our time together could of been better only by all the stuff in my life I was snared

One things for certain after the visit she new I would give my life for her just to show I cared

Shortly after we made contact her mother due to her drinkin' habit died

Losin' her little sister and brother to a different home made her hold back when she should of cried

My little woman had some friends so she packed up and moved to Chicago's worst side

It's where the poor girl was probably tormented due to her pride

After she made no contact for some time I went lookin' for her over in gangland

A place for troubled young adults placed me in a home right in the middle of a gangster dreamland

I searched hard for my love regardless of the fact I looked like a hick from the farmland

There were moments walkin' Chicago's south side I thought I was going to die for my lady love first hand

More and more years went by of waitin' for somethin' to break or bend

I kept my hopes up that I would once again see the one lover I always felt was closer than any friend

One day while walkin' down the road I cried over my loves life comin' to an end

I came across a news article about her what I read left a whole in my heart only God could mend

She went on to build a family two little ones and a fiancé that carried my first name

Then some whacked out guy she had befriended decided to play a sick and deadly game

"Oh my God" were the last words she cried while the shotguns blasts left nothing' the same

After the shootin' he drove to her house in her front yard he put the gun to his head pulled the trigger and made aim

You know the gunman premeditated about the blood he wanted to shed

He found her with her two little ones and he wanted them all dead

He was filled with bloodlust jealousy and rage which invited a demon into his head

She threw her body over the top of her babies as she took the bullets and bled

My loves life was taken from her quick

She was killed by some possessed jealous freaked out dick

The deranged gunman then shot himself decidin' upon this Earth neither of them should stick

Regardless of all that went down in the highest of heavens now sits the coolest of any chic