Loss of Worthiness.

My heart aches.

My head spins.

Lost in this never-ending war

with the monster in my head.

Breathing seems harder than

it was just a bit ago.

My eyes avoid the mirror in fear

of what might stare back.

Loneliness creeps in like the devil that it is and wipes the hope away from me.

Worthiness of their love too far to feel.

My faith the only thing holding me

to this earth.