these kind of musings are best done in the silence 

silence of the sea side or the silence of midnight

because it comes with too much of reflections 

on a lot of times when I missed it.

I lost my way entirely, I knew I was self destructing

but the pros of it wouldn't let me think of the end.

I was sinking so deep I couldn't even gasp for air anymore 

but you came running down, walked on the water 

to where I was exactly and gave me a hand.

you saved my life.