I'm not

Okay

My thoughts

Are killing me

They torment me

Insult me

Break me

Make me feel

Worthless

I want

To scream at myself

Wake up

Wake up

Wake up

It's just a dream

But I can't

Because it's

Not a dream

It's real

Life feels

So pointless

I can't see

What reasons there are

For me to

Keep going

I'm fighting

A constant battle

Against the world

But I think

The world is winning.