Highschool sweetheart

I wanted so badly

for you to be my childhood sweetheart,

Someone I had always known and loved

And known I would love;

I wanted so badly to know you

All the ways she did,

Freely, between the years of youth

Spent chasing dreams and ambitions.

I am tired now,

My head feels heavy when I wake up;

I can barely make it through half a day.

I wish I could give you the kind of love

I gave to my sophomore fixation.