was it wrong to leave you

did you really love me

did i let you down

?

i forgot to remember you

and only saw when you bored me

when you stole from me

i forgot to remember the late nights

when you'd stay up because i couldn't sleep

i didn't even have to ask you

you knew i didn't want to fall into my nightmares

and i didn't want to fall into my mind

so you talked to me

and when i fell asleep and didn't respond

you'd say

goodnight

you responded in a few seconds

no matter what you had to do

said i was most important to you

i took hours to respond

pushing you away with one word answers

telling you to stop saying that you loved me

scared that you were only telling lies

scared that you would hurt me

so i said

goodbye