Heartache

Crazy how a few years later I'm still writing about the same boy

The one I lost

But I said it's fine he deserves to be happy

And anyway they say if you let something go and it comes back it's yours forever

Thats not true

He did come back yes

But he's gone forever this time

We loved so hard and so beautifully it was any writers dream

Any artist would've found inspiration in it

Musicians would've wished they could write as intoxicating as that simple emotion

But you weren't happy

No now I'm too busy planning my life

Our life

And I'm so tired of crying and fighting my mind while you go do whatever your heart so damn desires

I cry for a boyfriend I can't have

I cry for happiness that I no longer seem to deserve and crave so much it hurts

And yet I still crave you

They say you never forget your first love, how sweet and delicate it is

Oh but I got to fall in love with you twice

And baby that's more powerful than any drug on this earth