Yes

I deserve much more punishment, wrath, and rejection than I receive. But God has been good, and even when I feel as though I am being punished, rejected, or revenged upon, I am shown other delights which I do not deserve that shine through the bleakness of my existence, and how I perceive my life should be, in accordance with my actions throughout it: Painful. It should be never ending pain at every corner, but even when the pain is reigning in my life, I cannot help but notice the little blessings which remind me that I have it better than I should.