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i’m awake can’t sleep i should’ve done this i should’ve done that i’m hungry but i'll wake them up classes tomorrow but i want to ditch but i have to graduate i need a job i want money there are things i want to buy but there’s only 5 bucks in my wallet should i ask mom for money she’s going to yell again i’m tired can’t sleep i’ve inherited my dad’s insomnia promised my friend to go to her birthday party but i don’t feel like going never did i don’t want to be alone please please please let me sleep have to wash the clothes on wednesday before going to the interview remember to smile no that smile’s too creepy don’t wipe your sweaty palms on your jeans please breathe god i’m so tired closing my eyes will only make my thoughts louder how do i tell my mother i want to drop out of school the stress is killing me put me out of my misery i just want to sleep god i’m such a mess and it's only 2 am blah