In my feelings…..

I have to pretend you’re dead

Because otherwise I may

Never stop the tears from falling

It feels surreal

I feel like you left

Before you ever got to the amazing part of our life

And the shitty part

Is that you talk to me like

We were just casual acquaintances

Mere friends that hung out on occasion

And it sucks

Because I planned my whole world around you

And now I’m left with nothing except

Our places, our memories, and my constant battle to forget them all