What Did I Do

I don't know if I should leave this up or not... I may take it down. But I'm going to sleep on it first.

What did I do?

Did I hurt you?

Am I a piece of trash?

Do I deserve all of this outlash?

I feel like all I did was love you

Now you got me questioning like what did I do?

Is it jealousy? 'Cause I've done nothing of merit

I say "hey" and you get ticked off, and, man, I just can't bear it

Is it something I said? Is it something I did?

Or is there nothing I can do to rid

You of this attitude you greet me with?

Just go ahead, shoot me and leave me in a ditch

Every time you're nice, I wince and wait for the switch

Try to be me, and you tell me to stop

Tell a joke, then I feel like I'm 'bout to get shot

You act as if I'm a PlayStation

But you can't control me, which causes you irritation

Like I'm eczema or some other skin condition

I come before you with the humblest contrition

For a mistake that's far out of my vision

Unless you've made hating me your life's mission

I just want to fix us

But I can't when I don't know what's betwixt us

I feel like all I ever did was love you

But all that reciprocates is hate from you

What did I do?

Did I hurt you?

Am I a piece of trash?

Do I deserve all of this outlash?

I feel like all I did was love you

Now you got me questioning like what did I do?

Is it my existence? There's not much I can do to fix that

I'm not going to kill myself to stop receiving your attacks

I'm not sorry, and I'm not going to take that back

Because you always look at me with that spiteful glance

I try to be nice, but you don't give me the chance

I've got my own problems, but you probably don't care

But you always act as if--know what? I won't go there

I just don't fricken understand what I did wrong

And, yeah, I blame myself even in this stupid song

Like, it's gotta be me that's the problem, right?

I'm the whole reason we always fight

I'm the one to blame for the sleep I'll be losing tonight

I'm trying to hold onto the fragments of what we once had

But you act as if I'm some sort of freaking Chad

But I'm still here, trying to put everything back

Every attempt to have a good time is futile

So I'll just hide in my room for a while

I feel like all I ever did was love you

You hate me? Cool, I hate me too

What did I do?

Did I hurt you?

Am I a piece of trash?

Do I deserve all of this outlash?

I feel like all I did was love you

Now you got me questioning like what did I do?

(Questioning like what did I do?)

(What did I do?)

Looking around at some of these families hurts. Why can't we have a relationship like that? I understand that no brother and sister get along perfectly, but this unreciprocated love hurts. I love you, man.