Is my best good enough?

Long day

Too long

Too many long days

And I wonder

Will all this effort be worth it?

What will be the moments that I can stand back and look at with pride?

What days will stand out to them?

Will I scar them?

Will I make the right decisions?

I don't want to make the mistakes of my family...

They cost us a life and I can't bare that for them...

I must be better, do better, put more effort out.

Yell less

Love more

Devote every bit of self

And in the end, I can rest when I'm dead.