My own personal TV

I never just see darkness when I close my eyes. When I close my eyes, sometimes I just see static. Other times, I see eyes looking back at me. Hands reaching for my eyeballs. Or hair wrapping itself around as if I had just been caught by the grudge or the little girl from the ring. I've had this little defect since I was a child. I remember when I was 5 that - along with seeing static, eyes, hands, or hair - I also would see flowers and nice patterns. Theses little visions were nicer to me when I was younger. Now I deal with monsters, demons, and eyes watching me whenever I'm in the dark. Even when my eyes are closed. I never just see darkness.